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Saturday, June 16, 2007

Hello all! :D (I shall try to make this a happy post, although I'm not to speak the least, happy.)

Okay, I believe this blog is already close to stagnation, if not is. :/ Truth is, I have so many things to blog, but I'm too lazy to blog! Sorry all! I promise to blog more in future! Regret regretttt D: Now back to SNGG CAMP ):

Farewell cum enrolment cum promotion. I'm honestly speechless. So many thoughts overwhelmed me during farewell-promotion, I totally broke down. First the sadness, then the shock, then the sadness again, then the tears. Sad to say, I have to leave Swallow. Its been such a great patrol! :D I remember in SecOne, when me and trina and michelle were in guides, we were so completely unfamiliar to everything. Everything in guides seemed alien to us. Didn't really talk much during patrol meetings, patrol outings. I guess I wasn't that much bonded with the seniors and all ):
SecTwo, started to open up. Talked more, became closer to swallow in general :) Patrol outgs and mtgs became funner, in my opinion :D Have to say the love for swallow grew by leaps and bounds! (:
SecThree: New secones, haha I guess they bond very well why is why swallow becomes more bonded! (: Sigh, I think I regretted not going for a few patrol meetings and outings here and there because of the work stuff in secthree? Tution, coming abit late for school, sometimes even forgetting there was patrol meetings until it was assembly that kind of thing? D: REGRETTTTTT D:
Just wanna say that, I LOVE SWALLOW! (: Don't leave me out during patrol meetings and outings, I'll try my best to be there! Remember all the fun times we had? Even though we have our ups and downs sometimes but we still remain bonded at the end of the day and that's what matters the most :) Change is inevitable, so even if xunmin xin hui and me and I-don't-know-who-else-is-transferred-(VERY SORRY) are gone, I hope Swallow will still remain strong! (:
(SHALL GO BLOG ON SWALLOW BLOG LATER... )

Sigh. Hibiscus. What are my responsibilities? What awaits me? I honestly have no idea. Im really scared. Im really very very scared. Im afraid of disappointing the patrol members, afraid of disappointing myself as a PL, afraid of disappointing SNGG. ): For the new Hibiscus patrol, if you're reading this, I know that things may not be that great in the start, but I hope that as time passes, we'll progress and be together as one united bonded patrol. :)

And as for SNGG, I honestly have no idea what's it going to be like without the help of secfours! ): Things may not turn out as planned at times but I hope we'll bring guides to greater glory at the end of the day:)

Enough of this, am getting emo all over again. ): Flashbacks; good, bad. The sense of deja vu is coming back, all too soon. ):

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